Longing

It is times like this where I miss her more than usual but I know that she doesn't miss me or care about me anymore. Therefore God is with me and is going to ease my longing for her so I can long for the Lord more and more each day that I live. I live for the Lord and despite me longing for my past, I know my past is gone and the only thing that I can live for today is my future. My future is in the Lord's hands.