Baby Emotions

Today as I set in the office of my National Guard recruiter, I begin to wonder how would my life be remembered if I had no kids to pass on my loins to. In fact, the emotions of having a kid didn't just start today but it started the day before. However, I know of no one who is willing to give me a child. That's why it is hard enough trying to figure out the meaning of love but now my thoughts of having a baby to live behind a legacy beyond just service and good deeds is the one thing that will perhaps escape me. Nonetheless, I have emotions for a kid and perhaps the emotions will subdue once I am off in the field of battle.