Seeking Help

Today I decided to get some professional help regarding this issue so I signed up to meet with a counselor regarding this very issue in my life. In fact, I am in the process of realizing that the love I have wanted over the years has avoided me because I needed help with dealing with some of the issues plaguing me in life. I don't want to be bitter about anything in my past but I do want to find a new meaning and purpose for my life which is why I am seeking professional help not to just understand the real meaning of love but to understand why love has escaped me.