Feelings

I told her I miss her and I still have feelings for her but all I got was an okay. So despite my feelings and the fact I miss her, I know that I can never have her. I know that its over and that figuring out love will not be easy one bit. Still my feelings can't change but I know it isn't love but it was close to it. The only reason it was not love is because I don't know what love is and I don't know what to do about it. Therefore I just to live with what is taking place and get more engraved in my religion because that is what will carry me to the end.